I've been writing a screnplay about vampires that are actually evil.  After having watched movie after movie and series after series of noble vampires and vampires with souls and vampires whose evil borders on the gray of being good, I'm getting a little annoyed because my basic philosophy of vampires is that they are evil.  They live (no pun intended) to suck blood.  They kill with impunity.  Human lives mean nothing to them.

Thank you Anne Rice for your seductive vampires that obsess over art and culture and velvets and sensual pursuits, but the only thing a vampire obsesses over is blood.

I can't wait to see the new upcoming "Fright Night" because of any vampire movies I've ever seen, "Fright Night" and "Fright Night 2" were the scariest true to the core vampire movies I've ever seen.

I'm going to do my best to write something seriously scary.  I can only hope that I'll be able to allow my mind to go to that place where creativity touches upon sinister cruelty so that I can breathe true fear into the plot.  I spend so much time trying to be a goody-goody that a part of me worries about unleashing the dark emotions.  It's all Yoda's fault with his, "If once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny."

I must find the mind of a villain to write compelling lines, and then I must kill it to save my world and my soul.  Oh, the philosophies of writing.

My idea for a greeting card company based on things of a magical nature is up and running and looking beautiful at magicatplay.com.  The framework has been designed and now I just need to concentrate on designing graphics and cards and developing a marketing approach.

Bringing order to the chaos of my life.  That's what it's all about.

Hokey Pokey!

My mom wanted a website, so I've been helping her put one up on the web for her jewelry designs.  http://ayannaspears.weebly.com.

OK, so I'm a little bit proud of my website today.  When you have as many things going on in your brain as I do, convincing a web page to coalesce into a cohesive and comprehensible construct representative of your nature can seem to be a virtually insurmountable task.  Did you notice the apt use of "virtually" since this is a virtual environment?  Oh, I love to play with words.

But it's 1 in the morning and I really should hit the hay before circles crop up on my eyes.

And speaking of crop circles, I don't know why, but as much as I believe in magic and things that are basically "out there," I just have the strongest feeling that there is nothing but human activity behind crop circles.  And I can't wait for the day when I can say, "I told you so."

I haven't been writing for a while since I've been very busy with other artistic pursuits:  painting, web design, re-ordering the underlying structure of the universe.

But last night I actually sat down and wrote out the synopsis and the first half of a treatment for a screenplay about vampires that has been rattling around in my head.  Today I'm going to spend a good deal of time working through some of the character development and finish the treatment so that I can then get into the undertaking of fleshing out screenplay.

Did I put "undertaking" and "fleshing out" in the same sentence?  Muguhuhuhu ha ha ha.

Beautiful flower of my mind
That touches body and soul
And reaches out His hand to me
To complete my wish and make me whole.

I envisioned a dream and planted a seed and now I'm watching it grow.

This morning was blustery with crazy big clouds and patches of sun and the wind whipping every which away.  But I walked the dogs and went to work and did my daily to do.

A lady at work said, "I came through your line because you're the only one who is smiling."

I came home and played with my dogs.

I just noticed that I have 5555 G aka Achievement Points on XBox360.
FANTASTIC!

I often wake in the mornings and head to my Halo: Reach.  Well, right after I have coffee.   Or during.

Just gotta love the game.